Religious belief teaches us that ignorance is bliss, and to refrain ourselves from the passions of the world. So to live is to be evil. We're all satanists from the day we're born.
All too familiar…..
I put so much effort and consideration into the things I do, and say to you. It seems as if, the words lack substance when passing from my mind to yours. Maybe, I try too hard. Maybe I don’t try enough; or maybe everyone is sick of hearing the same old stuff. Whatever the case, I wish you liked it. Like embraced the fact that I always have something nice to say at least once a day, or answer back with more than one word if fact. I’m thinking all too much about things that don’t mean a thing, but to me it used to, and still could take away this sting. I love you, and everything about you. I am in love with it all, and I will never fall. That’s why I try to be there for you, to make you smile, but it always seems like my compliments are lost in the miles. Tech death is what I see, cell phones, facebooks, and tvs. And it’s all been said and heard before, maybe that’s why I am such a bore.
I’ve been to hell and back a few times with this amazing young woman. She is absolute perfection in my eyes, even with the very few imperfections; I embrace them because they make her that much more real and original. I feel so alive with her in my life, and she brings new confidence to me towards everything. We are ourselves, we always have been, and we always will be. Forever with you couldn’t possibly be enough, but I will definitely try my hardest to keep you here with me; by my side, through anything and everything. I love you Taylor Cheyanne, with all that I am, and all that I will ever be. I keep you closest to my heart, and hopefully one day you will see.
My father and I at Mt. Charleston. He has raised me to be myself, and do whatever it is in this life that makes me happy. Big dreams, crazy adventures, lessons to be learned, and much more existing to do than anything. Live now.
